i'm feeling so moody since yesterday

i know my skin really look like... wtf/disgusting/gross and all sort of stuffs.

i know it myself..... but why must they point fingers at me? why....

i myself also want my skin to recover. but i just dont know how.. i dont know when..

im feeling so ..... hais

maybe i guess this is the reason why you left me..

i miss you.. like how you consoled me when i failed my N level...imissyourhugs..

maybe shiqi really shouldn't be living in this world..

whycan'tijustrecover.. why cant i..

i really cannot stand people staring at me & it became a topic for them to talk about me.

i can't stand the red marks on my legs and hands..

i don't even dare to look at my own handsandlegs..

i will feel very weird cause i find myself disgusting too..

why am i such disgusting?