i cant sleep. . . . .
i feeel so . . . . . . . .
why must it be me. . . . .
it has been 11 years, i'm suffering all alone. . .
no matter how painful it is, how hurtful it is. . .
i didnt want this . . whywhywhy ? why? . . . . .
its 12th year coming soon.
should i celebrate it ? HAHAHAHAAH. . . . .
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