i'm feeling so weird. . . . .
i'm so useless, super useless. .
i dont have goals, i dont have aims, i dont have any ambitions.
i got a lot of things i wanna say but i dont know how should i say.
suddenly lost speech, i'm dumb right now.
i'm so disgusting. . . just like a monster. . .
i should not be living. .
should not. . . . . . . . .
byebye